http://dirtimartini.xanga.com/Latest Xanga weblog from DirtiMartinien-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://dirtimartini.xanga.com/http://dirtimartini.xanga.com/715767530/item/http://dirtimartini.xanga.com/715767530/item/Tue, 03 Nov 2009 06:32:17 GMT<font size="2"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Inconvenient Truths</span><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">An unidentified disappointment has been slowing growing inside my mind and I realized today what it is: the reality that truth brings.</span><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">I didn't ask for it, but it still showed up. A stirring, a building awareness -- all coming back to the fact that, though I have been content for a long time, I have been naive.</span><span style="font-family: Verdana;"> It's strange how we can find ourselves so blissfully, blindly content with life's situations and also how that happy balance is so easily offset with the slightest introduction of truth.</span><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><br style="font-family: Verdana;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">The good/bad thing about awareness is that once you are exposed to it, there is no turning back. But now that I am seeing my surroundings with increasing clarity, I realize that I do not want to turn back.<br><br style="font-family: Verdana;"></span></font>http://dirtimartini.xanga.com/715767530/item/#firstcomment